being around with all types of people for almost 19years of existence..
i have never met a man like him..
so quiet at first..and his moves were so intriguing..
after awhile, god gave us the chance to know each other..
we bonded well and tried to look in the deeper side of one another..
looks like we had a lot of things contradicting..
..although conversations were challenging..the mood is much more interesting..and how comfortable and relaxing our feelings were when we're together..
by the short period of time we've been together, its like ive known him all my life and would have died if i haven't met him..
but life is super unpredictable..you're with him last week, and before you know it..he's gone tomorrow..
that's why with all the time we had together, i let him feel all the love and care i could share..
and now that he's gone..
i forgot to tell him..
"with the different worlds we are living, i am ready to leave my own and learn how to stand in my feet in his world..i am ready to revolve and live my life in his world..i am ready to give up everything, welcoming his world with open arms.."
but then i realized..
his world doesn't accept creatures like me..
damn.
i feel so lost..
without any world..
at all..