this is the day that the lord has made..let us rejoice and be glad in it..
ughh. how could you rejoice when you failed your most important subject!? ANATOMY! oh darn it. i cried last night for almost 7hrs thinking about that thing. over and over again. i started hating myself and felt soo stupid. i hate this feeling..IT SUCKS BIGTIME! super bigtime! and as i close my eyes to rest, i wished to wake up no more. para la na problema dabah? kaso nag-emote naman tong si eric..[my best boy-bud] pag di na daw ako gumising, magpapakamatay na daw sya. haha! sabayan daw ba drama ko??
as this new day came, we went around manila and quezon city to find my new 2nd home. haha..enjoy naman, joyride kami ni tita and precious. just looking at the brighter side of it, makakasuot na kami ng white uniform and meet new people!
*pinipilit matuwa sa masamang pangyayari...oxymoron talaga tohng babaeng toh, nuh!?*
emo chelo: everything has a purpose, chelo..god has his own purpose..remember that..
so there. we got 3 choices of school in mind pero we havent made up our mind where to go. i sure hope i could make this new step..i have to!
honga pala..this guy helped A LOT in my recovery..si mr. james earl bernardez! wanna share a part of what he told me..super-duuper-mega-to-da-max touching! *aww*
*i know how you feel, ive also been there. i hope this helps, but this i heard from someone else, which helped me also, remember who einstein is? yeah the dud with the iq over a hundred, smart guy, yeah that guy. he flunked math!!! com'n chels, get a grip, you can do this, you can achieve more by knowing what wrong you have done.
*this i got from timon, kinda stupid actually but works (a bit) "when the world turns its back on you, you've got to turn your back against the world". and a bit the same, the signature im using, and this from an underdog, "you and i are caught up in the same flow. i'm just swimming against it". im just here for you ok. its ok to cry, let your stress release. shit happens, and it includes flunking (and for me, putting a dent on the fender and bumper of your family car..) noypi ka diba? \m/
see? he really is a great person. super PURE HEART and MALINIS ANG DUGO! haha..grabeh dude, super thanks to you! *hmwaahgz* haha..sorry for not calling! mas lumalala kasi pag may kausap ako..nabubuhos ko lahat ng sakit! [teka, is that a good thing, or a bad thing??] anyways, thanks talaga, i needed that. =)
hmm..probably one more thing god wanted to show me that there are people who really love and care about me..dont you think? thanks guys! *blows a thousand kisses*
ughh. how could you rejoice when you failed your most important subject!? ANATOMY! oh darn it. i cried last night for almost 7hrs thinking about that thing. over and over again. i started hating myself and felt soo stupid. i hate this feeling..IT SUCKS BIGTIME! super bigtime! and as i close my eyes to rest, i wished to wake up no more. para la na problema dabah? kaso nag-emote naman tong si eric..[my best boy-bud] pag di na daw ako gumising, magpapakamatay na daw sya. haha! sabayan daw ba drama ko??
as this new day came, we went around manila and quezon city to find my new 2nd home. haha..enjoy naman, joyride kami ni tita and precious. just looking at the brighter side of it, makakasuot na kami ng white uniform and meet new people!
*pinipilit matuwa sa masamang pangyayari...oxymoron talaga tohng babaeng toh, nuh!?*
emo chelo: everything has a purpose, chelo..god has his own purpose..remember that..
so there. we got 3 choices of school in mind pero we havent made up our mind where to go. i sure hope i could make this new step..i have to!
honga pala..this guy helped A LOT in my recovery..si mr. james earl bernardez! wanna share a part of what he told me..super-duuper-mega-to-da-max touching! *aww*
*i know how you feel, ive also been there. i hope this helps, but this i heard from someone else, which helped me also, remember who einstein is? yeah the dud with the iq over a hundred, smart guy, yeah that guy. he flunked math!!! com'n chels, get a grip, you can do this, you can achieve more by knowing what wrong you have done.
*this i got from timon, kinda stupid actually but works (a bit) "when the world turns its back on you, you've got to turn your back against the world". and a bit the same, the signature im using, and this from an underdog, "you and i are caught up in the same flow. i'm just swimming against it". im just here for you ok. its ok to cry, let your stress release. shit happens, and it includes flunking (and for me, putting a dent on the fender and bumper of your family car..) noypi ka diba? \m/
see? he really is a great person. super PURE HEART and MALINIS ANG DUGO! haha..grabeh dude, super thanks to you! *hmwaahgz* haha..sorry for not calling! mas lumalala kasi pag may kausap ako..nabubuhos ko lahat ng sakit! [teka, is that a good thing, or a bad thing??] anyways, thanks talaga, i needed that. =)
hmm..probably one more thing god wanted to show me that there are people who really love and care about me..dont you think? thanks guys! *blows a thousand kisses*
