11.01.2004

didn't saw it comming

her presence seldom touches this house..lesser dialogues that includes "us" in the picture..breathing without each other..there's no reason for me to feel this way..but im sorry, i couldn't help it..

i couldn't help looking down our photographs and the silly stuffs we do together..i'm missing home with you..loaded with laughter and hearts smiling..i know everything changes..i guess i didn't saw this coming..

now im falling..emptiness eating me..shivering thoughts..nothing convincing..

if you would run back to me..please bring a basket of old memories..a thread and needle to sew the scars..and a cushion to warm and cuddle both hearts together..

*missing you..