6.12.2005

omfg. inatake nanaman ako ng tachycardia..i was soo pissed of my lolo. and super pissed with our EX maid. my gulay! kaya nga pinalayas na yung ex maid na yun because she's becoming useless in this household. at anong nangyayare ngayong wala na sya!? she still visits my lolo! grrr! the nerve! ginagamit nya lang yung lolo ko! but still, everytime i see her butt in this house, i see money given to her!

breathe in..breathe out.

i could still feel the anger in my system. sobrang ines ko kanina nanginginig at namumutla na ko. natakot na nga sina tita saken eh. kung di lang ako pinigilan ng utol ko talagang masasabunutan ko yun! the moment i see her face back here AGAIN..humanda sya. she's abusing our kindness. and I KILL people abusing! demmit.