i know that i dont get too stressed out easily even if i got a lot of work or problems to do and cope up with. pero there are times that happenings just burst your bubble..
sudden loss
when everyone was doing our thing last feb4..i went to the gym and sign language class, tita went to the province for a college reunion and my brother was at makati doing his project. no one was left at home except lily (maid) and my lolo. around 4pm, my tita texted me to go home asap because lolo was brought to the hospital. i started to panic but just kept telling myself that he's ok.
lily saw him at the bathroom unconscious with his head leaning at the door, under the sink. then she called 161. i arrived at the hospital around 5:30pm, he was still at the emergency room. not yet waking up since 3pm. he had a stroke, with his left body paralyzed. he kept on vomiting. i was trying to be strong and stayed beside him the whole time.
after the CT scan results, i lost hope. his left brain was full of blood. there was nothing medicine could do to save his life. mama requested for DNR (do not resuscitate) and talked to lolo through cellphone. sabi nya: 'pa, let go..its alright. pero if you could still wait for me, i'll be coming home asap. ok!? i love you pa.'
he vomited for the last time around 10:30pm. i even cleaned his face and helped change his hospital gown. tapos biglang sabi ni lily: 'parang namumutla sya?' we hurriedly touched him and still has strong pulse. i got my BP app and wanted to check his blood pressure and when i was attatching the cuff and checked his pulse..WALA NA KO NARAMDAMAN. sobrang nagpanic na ko. checked everywhere kung san ako makakakuha ng pulse. WALA NA SYA.
1 week ako walang tulog. i stayed at the chapel the whole 4 nights he was there. mama and tito art went home from the states. he was buried last feb9 at loyola. together again with lola. haay. i already miss him badly. but i know he's already happy with god and lola. THANK YOU LOLO. FOR EVERYTHING. I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH.
lakad puso (feb12)
pagkatapos magaral ng buong gabi kasama ang kada, nag-alay lakad kami the next day from heart center to the q.c. circle. (parang ang layu nun ah!?) e dalawang ikot din yun nuh! may hawak akong reviewer, review pa rin kami kahit walang tulog. tatag! haha..when i got home, niyaya pa ako ni mader magpa-spa. 4pm na kami natapos, nag-mass pa kami ng 5pm then straight sa kapitan moi to celebrate an advance valentines day. when i got home, gumawa pa ko ng HW at nagreview pa ulit. midterms kasi the next day. haay. this week is the most stressful week eber eber eber. whatta february!
sudden loss
when everyone was doing our thing last feb4..i went to the gym and sign language class, tita went to the province for a college reunion and my brother was at makati doing his project. no one was left at home except lily (maid) and my lolo. around 4pm, my tita texted me to go home asap because lolo was brought to the hospital. i started to panic but just kept telling myself that he's ok.
lily saw him at the bathroom unconscious with his head leaning at the door, under the sink. then she called 161. i arrived at the hospital around 5:30pm, he was still at the emergency room. not yet waking up since 3pm. he had a stroke, with his left body paralyzed. he kept on vomiting. i was trying to be strong and stayed beside him the whole time.
after the CT scan results, i lost hope. his left brain was full of blood. there was nothing medicine could do to save his life. mama requested for DNR (do not resuscitate) and talked to lolo through cellphone. sabi nya: 'pa, let go..its alright. pero if you could still wait for me, i'll be coming home asap. ok!? i love you pa.'
he vomited for the last time around 10:30pm. i even cleaned his face and helped change his hospital gown. tapos biglang sabi ni lily: 'parang namumutla sya?' we hurriedly touched him and still has strong pulse. i got my BP app and wanted to check his blood pressure and when i was attatching the cuff and checked his pulse..WALA NA KO NARAMDAMAN. sobrang nagpanic na ko. checked everywhere kung san ako makakakuha ng pulse. WALA NA SYA.
1 week ako walang tulog. i stayed at the chapel the whole 4 nights he was there. mama and tito art went home from the states. he was buried last feb9 at loyola. together again with lola. haay. i already miss him badly. but i know he's already happy with god and lola. THANK YOU LOLO. FOR EVERYTHING. I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH.
lakad puso (feb12)
pagkatapos magaral ng buong gabi kasama ang kada, nag-alay lakad kami the next day from heart center to the q.c. circle. (parang ang layu nun ah!?) e dalawang ikot din yun nuh! may hawak akong reviewer, review pa rin kami kahit walang tulog. tatag! haha..when i got home, niyaya pa ako ni mader magpa-spa. 4pm na kami natapos, nag-mass pa kami ng 5pm then straight sa kapitan moi to celebrate an advance valentines day. when i got home, gumawa pa ko ng HW at nagreview pa ulit. midterms kasi the next day. haay. this week is the most stressful week eber eber eber. whatta february!
balentayms day
duty kami from 2 till 5pm. actually, nag-case press lang kami and post test. then went home. nag-inuman kaming mga single! and also celebrated randy's 19th bday. masaya! we also played pinoy henyo with mama and tita as the judges. tawa nga kami ng tawa eh. para kaming mga tanga. haha..kaso sira lang naman ang diet ko. yellowcab ba naman ang pulutan e! haha..
duty kami from 2 till 5pm. actually, nag-case press lang kami and post test. then went home. nag-inuman kaming mga single! and also celebrated randy's 19th bday. masaya! we also played pinoy henyo with mama and tita as the judges. tawa nga kami ng tawa eh. para kaming mga tanga. haha..kaso sira lang naman ang diet ko. yellowcab ba naman ang pulutan e! haha..
sports fest
kunin ba naman daw akong muse!? bastos talaga mga tao ngayon! biglaan pa, kasi walang muse ang blue team eh. at pagsuotin daw ba ako ng super super short skirt! aba naman! di ko dinidisplay ang legs ko noh! sobrang kahihiyan itoooo!!
we played volleyball and basketball..unfortunately, di kami nanalo dun..pero humataw naman si prex, nag-gold sa chess..si alice sa swimming naman and aku, bronze lang pu sa bowling. kulang pa sa practice e. hehe..we had a lot of fun..sarap pagpawisan para mawala ang mga cholesterol sa katawan! haha..=p
kunin ba naman daw akong muse!? bastos talaga mga tao ngayon! biglaan pa, kasi walang muse ang blue team eh. at pagsuotin daw ba ako ng super super short skirt! aba naman! di ko dinidisplay ang legs ko noh! sobrang kahihiyan itoooo!!
we played volleyball and basketball..unfortunately, di kami nanalo dun..pero humataw naman si prex, nag-gold sa chess..si alice sa swimming naman and aku, bronze lang pu sa bowling. kulang pa sa practice e. hehe..we had a lot of fun..sarap pagpawisan para mawala ang mga cholesterol sa katawan! haha..=p
