frustrations.
monday. i have exactly one whole week to do everything. i am overly frustrated to be with my hs kada, 3col kada & recent kada before i go & as of now i am already losing hope. di naman ako si darna eh. piercing our most strongest muscle (the tongue) went to waste too. my mother was too paranoid about her patient that had an infected tongue pierce. (they had to cut a portion of the tongue..) aiyayay. hayop sa timing.
i wanted to enjoy myself to the max even if it deprives me of sleeping. sa totoo lang. i would be under the manipulation of my mother for the longest time ever, in a foreign country i barely know. (ang hirap ata lumayas! san ako pupunta nyan!? haha. jok lang. =p) 5-6mos is pretty like FOREVER!? haller!? kung dito sa pinas i felt like im behind bars, how much more when were together? its like a freakin' death sentence mehn! potaness eber.
dont get me wrong, i love my mother to the Nth level. its just..there are times that she keeps on yapping about stuffs on & on & on. tapos misunderstanding na. tapos GAP. how i hate "issues" that lead to widen our gap. i hope it would end, as in now na.
anyway, i guess i'll just go with the saying "que serra serra"..what will be, will be. & just MOVE ALONG. i'll make this through.
*fingers crossed.*
monday. i have exactly one whole week to do everything. i am overly frustrated to be with my hs kada, 3col kada & recent kada before i go & as of now i am already losing hope. di naman ako si darna eh. piercing our most strongest muscle (the tongue) went to waste too. my mother was too paranoid about her patient that had an infected tongue pierce. (they had to cut a portion of the tongue..) aiyayay. hayop sa timing.
i wanted to enjoy myself to the max even if it deprives me of sleeping. sa totoo lang. i would be under the manipulation of my mother for the longest time ever, in a foreign country i barely know. (ang hirap ata lumayas! san ako pupunta nyan!? haha. jok lang. =p) 5-6mos is pretty like FOREVER!? haller!? kung dito sa pinas i felt like im behind bars, how much more when were together? its like a freakin' death sentence mehn! potaness eber.
dont get me wrong, i love my mother to the Nth level. its just..there are times that she keeps on yapping about stuffs on & on & on. tapos misunderstanding na. tapos GAP. how i hate "issues" that lead to widen our gap. i hope it would end, as in now na.
anyway, i guess i'll just go with the saying "que serra serra"..what will be, will be. & just MOVE ALONG. i'll make this through.
*fingers crossed.*
